I know it’s stupid to ask a cult but, what the fuck do I do when I love my best friend?? I know for a FAct that it’s nOt a crush, it’s been 3 fucking YeArs and the goddamn feeling won’t go awAy. I already confessed a few years ago and I got best friend-zoned ( ；∀；) worst part, she might be straight. How the fUck do I get over her?
This is going to be a weird reply but here goes:
So I have had been in the same situation for more that two years and fuck was it crap but I didn't like it and honestly that just was the start of a never ending shit-hole of self-hatred for why I was feeling this ,so I always made sure that I was somehow and in someway looking gay towards my Bestfriend....now let me rephrase that. I would make jokes or say I'm gay indirectly to her so that she would somehow know who I was and not be to shocked if I did come out to her and oh so later on when I did come out she was fine with so that was an stepping stone for hope.....or so I thought. The feeling just kept getting worser and worser especially knowing that she was straighter than a line segment and to a point were I can't even talk to her online or in real life without feeling despair. So that was it and that was all for me to handle I thought, when I mean by that was that I literary just went online and expressed all my feelings to her in detail and then ended the conversation with that I needed some space and that I don't want to be her friend anymore because my shitty despair will only grow more and I don't need or want that. She was not surprised and she said okay just like that, it has been more 6-7 months since that incident and fuck was it a crappy experience and yes, I do think about it but I do feel much more better than I did couple of months back.
Now that was my experience and when I do say this I do not mean that this will every time or for your situation so please don't take that way. I wish you bundles of hope in your situation hope you do get over it. Remember a little despair is needed hope to cherish ❤️
Well you could kidnap them and put them in a cage then they'd have to love you
Well if it goes to orientation you can't do much, but don't lose Hope
The only thing that comes to my mind is that if you have Hope in your heart you'll be able to get over it one day and give all your love to Nagito but y'know.. I'm no therapist