(TW POSSIBLE) Vent

Okay, so in 3rd, one of my friends said my ex's gf said I was transphobic. I started crying, because I have a COUSIN that's trans, a trans friend, & a cousin that's Non-Binary. I'm Non-Binary myself! Ever since 3rd, I've beeen feeling like I can snap at any given moment, and then it'll lead to a mental breakdown & getting sent to the counselor's and then the counselor calling my ex & her gf. She said i have a playlist. I don't! I have proof! My Spotify is Berry*:･ﾟ✧☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡*:･ﾟ✧ . I have a LGBTQ+ Playlist w/ a Gay & Trans pride flag. Homophobic & Trans-phobic are pretty much the same! It's like saying Hating on other races & racism aren't the same. It' also like saying your not homophobic bcuz your lesbian and then making fun of trans people and saying their gross. I'm so sick of their bullshit. I really wanna end my own life, but then again I also don't wanna die, yet. I've already had 2 anxiety attacks today, and what she said was the cause for it.